This is war.

There is no need looking for a good place to begin because there isn’t one. Yawn. Suddenly everything is much darker then it was an hour ago. And why ? is it just the sky or is it also that my soul fears this writing. And why ? instantly my breath accelerates. There is nothing [...]

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Take Me Home.

This is when the risk is big. When things are feeling better and easier. The temptation to not do these is huge. Sabotage ? Maybe. Or just laziness. Wanting to get to the projects. But here I am so yay. Not expecting for things to get very deep this morning. Not that they have to. [...]

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Block is a five letter word.

Morning pages feel so artificial every time I am about to start. Ack . but I know better. I know that committing to the fear isn’t the way to go right now. There is nothing wrong with the fear but I want to breathe through it rather than acting on it. it is amazing how [...]

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Baby dragon.

It’s interesting how some days you wake up feeling a little cleansed. I am not sure in what way exactly. I let myself sleep for an hour extra this morning. My body was begging me to. I had a night filled with strange dreams including my mother and father installing larger toilets in the boat [...]

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Stay with it.

Feeling better today then yesterday. Fear gripping as I sit down to write and why ? But sticking to my new schedule. Trying to do it with gentleness and balance. Knowing that it won’t take all day to stick to it is a big incentive. If I had had the whole day planned out , [...]

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