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Posted in being, consciousness, daily thoughts, dreams, freedom, relationships, struggle, thoughts and feelings on June 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »

Okay whatever I don’t care I ‘ll just do it. That way it will be done with and I wont have to think about it anymore. Like all the other shit I have to do that I don’t really want to do but needs to be done. It’s how it goes. You do it . [...]

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Rumble

Posted in being, body, consciousness, daily thoughts, death, identity, life, love, purpose, sex, thoughts and feelings on June 15, 2007 | Leave a Comment »

Rumble. Rumble. Rumble. That word is in my head. My head is one big fog and my body wants to stretch and stretch . ad nauseum.  Feeling so many things that I am not really feeling any of them. Time stretching too and by the time I realize I could have done something [...]

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The power of want.

Posted in being, consciousness, daily thoughts, freedom, identity, mindfulness, purpose, thoughts and feelings on June 11, 2007 | Leave a Comment »

Slept and slept and slept , morning cut up in intervals of dreams of receiving close up photos of thing in my yard and out my window as if being stalked by a mysterious caller. There was more to the dream but I don’t remember. I just remember the photos and how cool and creepy [...]

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Albatross

Posted in abuse, change, consciousness, daily thoughts, dreams, freedom, healing, identity, inner child, love, marriage, meditation, shadows, struggle, survivors on June 7, 2007 | Leave a Comment »

Where to start. At the beginning. Doing these in hope of reconnecting to the rawness, flow and freedom of my writing. Perhaps that is being result oriented though. But that is what I would like to get back to in some ways. Breathe. It’s gray outside but a feeling of warmth is permeating me. My [...]

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Defeated

Posted in daily thoughts, dreams, freedom, life, love, marriage, possibility, purpose, relationships, shadows, thoughts and feelings on June 5, 2007 | Leave a Comment »

I didn’t sleep very well. I had a lot of anxiety during the night and kept waking up feeling like something was going to be taken away from me but I didn’t know what. j came home very late from working and he woke up before me. He is in doing mode and today we [...]

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