I haven’t done these in a couple of days and I am tired of finding reasons for not doing them today so here I am. Doing them . you know the thing about resistance is that the only way around it is through. Duh. Duh. Duh. I have a massive headache right now and cramps [...]
Archive for May, 2007
The quieting of voices.
Posted in being, consciousness, daily thoughts, freedom, identity, life, purpose, relationships, shadows, sharing, thoughts and feelings, work on May 28, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Surrender.
Posted in acting, being, body, consciousness, daily thoughts, freedom, healing, life, purpose, shadows, thoughts and feelings, transformation, work, writing, wu wei on May 24, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Surely I can do these in 15 minutes , right ? That’ll give me half an hour to get ready to go to costco and get concessions stuff for the show. Sigh. The show the show the show. That’s all there is right now pretty much and when I come home at 11 or so [...]
Such is the way.
Posted in being, blind spots, daily thoughts, family, freedom, life, love, peace, purpose, relationships, thoughts and feelings on May 22, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am starting to have the fear of drying up when I write these pages. it’s interesting. I know there is no reason to and if anything that it should fuel my work further but. There it is. also . relationship things. I so don’t want to write about it right now. [...]
Cherries.
Posted in anger, being, daily thoughts, life, love, marriage, meditation, purpose, relationships, spirituality, struggle on May 20, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It’s a dark feeling morning gloom all over for me. Grayness outside and still things between the boy and I are difficult. I have reached a place where my ability to listen and be present is completely clouded by my resignation and I am unable to pull myself out. at least I had the honesty [...]
Ships
Posted in daily thoughts, love, marriage, relationships, struggle, thoughts and feelings on May 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
And so the morning pages begin again. It starts to feel like a bit of a routine now which I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing because we know that routine isn’t necessarily what I love but oh well. It also works better to do the morning pages while I am still [...]