These morning pages

These morning pages… I am not writing my play so what’s the point… the point is to heal , right ? the point is to keep the fingers moving and keeping the heart believing . the point is to keep the mind active. There is no point. This is the point. Wondering what [...]

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Freed Ohm

We were in Maine so I was doing the morning pages on my notebook . Also I’ve started writing a haiku everyday at the end of my pages and it gave me an idea about a collage project with my photos and haikus… we’ll see what happens with it… but I like the idea… also [...]

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Feelings

Morning eggs on. I like that sentence. Morning just began but it eggs on. I was realizing yesterday how much I stopped enjoying writing since mom died. I don’t even want to do this. It all feels like blah blah to me right now. A waste of time. And that’s what I need [...]

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Hidden from myself…

It has been a challenging couple of days. J and I are having a lot of long conversations and he has been struggling with open communication with me. I have been trying to look at where I can take responsibility and it’s nice. I also see my tendency to want to put blame [...]

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The great moment.

Why do I feel like time is running out ? I dreamt so much last night. I know I was creating possibilities in my sleep. And there was some peace. Some vague feeling of peace. The peace that I say I want so much. Yesterday was a hard day for Troke and I [...]

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